finite?

One would have thought I had exhausted my capacity for emotion…Then you came along.

oh wow... that was easy?

So yesterday, I felt like a bigger failure than Bridget Jones...
And today... I am a little more Andrea Sachs.

I guess it really is "darkest before the dawn" or some other equally appalling analogy.
Literally, I mean last night I was pretty upset about my current situation (save for a couple of bright spots-- you know who you are and I am pretty sure I owe you my life in exchange for you unwavering support) and attempted to cure it with brownies and the Hills (p.s. wtf Speidi?! not to mention of girls like that, can get those kinds of jobs... why couldn't I get something. p.p.s. never use The Hills as a gauge for progress in your own life, it's dangerous.)

And this morning, I wake up to a "we would like to hire you" phone call. So, yea, things have turned upward most dramatically.
Just in time for me to blow my money on Christmas.
Which, honestly I can't wait to do. I mean... I have some people who really deserve something fairly amazing in the form of gifts.
But I am getting ahead of myself, Black Friday is still a couple of weeks away.

"What else can I say, I guess I am doing o.k"